Today, I got a bad news! I didn't get the job I applied and interviewed for and (really) hoping for. I was really looking forward to it and today I saw the update that I was not selected. At first, I thought, "it is okay." I told a few friends about it and they were sad for me. Sometimes, I do want to cry. Thoughts come to my mind. What should I do? I have one week left of my contract. I cannot wait to see my family but what do I do after that? Am I coming back? What will others say to me now, that I should just get married? What will they say to me? Should I pack all my things and tow them away in the storage? I really don't know. I don't know what to do but to TRUST in the LORD. I believe that He is FAITHFUL! I still believe so and my heart still look unto Him even though the circumstances are not in my favor. I believe that He is STILL and will always be faithful.
You see, this is the not first time that I have gone through this. I have been going through these kind of challenges ever since I came to the United States of America. But God always showed up even to the last minute (could be 2 months before my permit expiration date or 2 weeks) but He has always showed up. Now, I have 1 week left but there is no sign of me staying here at all. My heart still praises Him! Because I KNOW He is GOOD! In His Name I trust!
So here I am creating a new blog and writing my journey in loving the uncertain. I don't know what I will be doing and where I will be in the months to come but because I know God has BIGGER plans, I want to write it and share it with you. He is worthy of our TRUST.
You see, this is the not first time that I have gone through this. I have been going through these kind of challenges ever since I came to the United States of America. But God always showed up even to the last minute (could be 2 months before my permit expiration date or 2 weeks) but He has always showed up. Now, I have 1 week left but there is no sign of me staying here at all. My heart still praises Him! Because I KNOW He is GOOD! In His Name I trust!
So here I am creating a new blog and writing my journey in loving the uncertain. I don't know what I will be doing and where I will be in the months to come but because I know God has BIGGER plans, I want to write it and share it with you. He is worthy of our TRUST.
"Then shall we know, if we follow on to know the Lord: His going forth is prepared as the morning; and He shall come unto us as the rain, as the latter and former rain unto the earth." Hosea 6:3 KJV
Photo taken from here.
No comments:
Post a Comment